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i have lots and tons of things to tell u but i noe u can hear my screams and shouts for u . i tried calling out loud for u deep in my sleep , u could touch me but i cant touch u . ah ma , i miss u . i have a lot of things to tell u but i jus don noe how to say . i'm very worried tat someone i love would suddenly pass away in an accident or something . really , i'm worried for ah gong . i'm worried for mummy and papa oso , cos they are like running around on the road , delivering fishball , sending students sch and to home , and in the kitchen cooking things for ppl to eat . if one day they meet wit an accident , wat am i supposed to do ? will i break down ? i miss u , really . u have left me alone on tis world for 10 years . i yearn for ur love , care and concern . i miss ur cooking , i miss ur food . i miss the way u sit on ur chair , i miss the way u watch indian show , i miss the way to tok to me , i miss the warmth of ur touch . u seen me grow up , but y cant u stay till i'm 18 ? i wan to sleep beside u every nite like when i was small , i wan to go to bishan every weekends staying there overnight , enjoying the food u cook and the breeze tat has been there for 20 over years . u miss me or not ? everyone say u dote on me , but y i cant see u ? at least let me sense tat u are wit me when i was down .

i miss u , my dearest ah ma .