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hi im back .
things are happening to me one by one .
which i don even noe how i'm going to deal wit it .
a lesson to me ,
which , is indescribable .
struggling last year for my studies .
which i gave up half way ,
and in a new environment tat every time seems to be going smoothly very slow ..
i beginning to fall ,
pulling myself back on my feet is hard ,
cos there is not even a base there for me to stand .
i don expect anything la .
jus tat ,
give me time to restore and delete ,
jus time will do .
i appreciate tat .

er , i'm in a lost of words .
i don noe whether should i say or not ,
but , it hurts me a lot .
when u said tat to me in msn .
it makes sense .
and it makes me realise how a useless one i am .
y cant i cross tis friendship thing ?
i'm a useless friend ..
fuck !
i totally lost my words !