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its the last day of the month .

been busy recently .

oh my god , no ppl is tagging in my blog .

nvm , i don mind .

cos i noe u are busy too ~

recently very moody ,

i felt tat , i did nothing much to maintain our relationships .

i felt tat i'm starting to be biased lioa .

i'm like , going to towards my ITE friends .

and has been neglecting u all .

i don wan to make a choice . either do i wan u all to make a choice .

its hard !!

but BOW is always is my heart .

tangle too ~

arh yo ~ ping birthday coming ..

I DON NOE WAT TO GET FOR HIM !!

18th birthday leis .

bash him !!

i'm starting to miss sch now .

jasmine lee , laura koh , and koh pauline .

JKLP !! =)

cute zai ~~

zZz they saw him and smile at him on thursday ~

and haha ~ i didnt went to sch tat day ..

pon sch . lols ~

alright ppl , i'm sorry my blog is boring .

see miang !! i heaven finish my story leis ..

we continue other day ok ?!

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jus came back from my cousin's great grandmother's funeral .
tomolo and friday i have got approved leave .
thus , will not be going to sch tomolo and friday .
haha .

arh well , today and yesterday was fun . shall quote yesterday happenings !

had lunch at SUMO HOUSE .
the food was nice . first introduced to me by zi xuan . (with wai)
and so , i intro it to jasmine lee and laura koh and koh pauline !
pauline didnt come to sch in the morning , and thus , she was waiting for us at the mrt startion .
due to Mr Zaki's lame-ing and rubbish on the teacher's day thingy , we reach mrt station at about 1.15pm . and our shoes are all WET .

Zzz . and a little bonding session .. and shopping at there too .
haha .
i saw a tote .. and wanted to buy it .
but jasmine lee and laura koh didnt give me comments ,
so i cant make up my mind ~

and , we took cab back to sch ! LOLS ! and we di siao cute zai .
koh pauline keep calling him "ah pui !"
Zzz , he nv look back .. but he smile at me . haha .. early morning i got a smile from him !
=)

after sch , uncle came to fetch me . cant recongise his car cos he jus change it .
and off we went to ah gong house .
=) MY AH GONG IS SO CUTE !!


today , waited for laura koh and jasmine lee .
WE had ASSEMBLY TODAY !
it was like .. wat the hell .
and the place tat i was standing while waiting for laura was the place tat cute zai stand yesterday .
haha ..
LOLS , stalkie me ~
AFD , going through the paper we did yesterday .
I FAIL IT !
haha . nvm , i got used to it .
i'm worrying about my Sept Paper now .
if i gonna freakingly flunk tat paper ,
i gonna swear myself ~
retaking Mar Paper is not an easy thing .
cos its like retaking O level . [SHITTY]
seriously speaking , i'm getting used to the slackly life tat i had the pass few months .
lets not tok about tis . [FED-UP]

after sch i went back to clementi centre with jasmine lee and laura koh .
i brought the tote bag .
not in black , but mixture of silver black . haha .
under different light it can be seen as different colour .
i kinda like it more ~ =)

today , laura koh and jasmine lee suddenly ask me to change my target to smile zai .
haha . smile zai tat thing very complicated ... i don wan to mention it here . haha .
speaking of smile zai , i've not seen him for the pass few days .
and guess wat , while walking to clear my bowels i saw HIM !
lols ~ yes it was smile zai ~
haha , than i laugh very loudly .
i did try to ask y the both of them suddenly ask me to change target ,
but till now , i still haven get the answer .
i was like , *come on ! could u pls tell me the answer to that question ?*
haha . i gave up asking them again and again .

met up with april sis , and head to tiong bahru to do something .
and to meet up with uncle ,
and than to the funeral wake at hougang .
the moment i sit down at there , my head started to spin .
it wasnt so serious .. i could still bear wit it .
till i see moth . and heard the story .
# never ever kill a moth at the funeral cos it represents the dead coming back #


alright ~ one question to pop at u all !!
if prayers do come true , than y is the world like tis ?

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happy birthday to mummy and myself ! =)

ho ho ho !! i saw all the tags le !!

AH MEI !! I FUCKING MISS U OK ?! I WENT MIA FOR A WHILE NIA ~~~ I AM STILL AS HAPPY AS EVER !! AND CRAZY AND SINGING AND ALOT LA !! I TELL U HOR .. I AM GOING BACK ON THE 29TH TOO !! U BETTER GO BACK I TELL U . BECAUSE I WAN TO SEE U : BALA YEOW YEOW !!

BALA KEE KEE MISSES BALA YEOW YEOW ALOT .
TIS 7TH MONTH WE HEAVEN EVEN SING ONE GE TAI LO !
U CALL ME WAT ?! koong zai ?! lols .
tats a funny name .

ah mei ~ wo ai ni !!!
wo ai ni .. ni shi wo de juliet ~ wo yuan yi bian cheng ni de liang shan bo ~~
xin fu de mei yi tian .. lang mang de mei yi ye ..
BA AI ~~~~~~~~ YONG YUAN ~~~ BU FANG KAI !!!
I LOVE U !!

eh RS .. happy to see u in my blog leis . how u get here de ?! lols .

I MISS FUCHUN SECONDARY 5N CLASS FROM 2007 !!
THEY ROCK MY LIFE LIKE HELL !!

ah koong wants everyone to take care !!
toking to cute zai at the moment ~~ =)) hee hee ~

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hi all , i've jus finsihed viewing everyone's blog .
haha .
new link yea .
dearest see miang , xiang li , yin wai , and a lot of ppl .
i miss u all la .
jus went to see miang's blog ..
i saw my name !!
WTH KEE SOH KOONG WITH UR BLOG ?!
haha . i saw it !
and i'm here telling u tat i miss u TERRIBLY !!
I MISS EVERYONE TERRIBLY !!

ah mei ~~ 7th month going to finsih lioa !!
we haven earn ge tai de money yet ..!!
lols !

tan xiang li ..
hey hey girl ..
how u ? kao eh ..
study at airport or see aeroplane ?
or see the standing in the aeroplane de chio bu ?
hee hee .
I MISS U !


ho yin wai ..
I MISS U !

EVERYONE :
I MISS U !!

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hais , work work work and work .
tis few weeks cannot off .
moon cake ..
Zzz . hais .. but got money earn .. hee .
after mooncake , i can enjoy lioa !!
mdm agreed to put me off on one of the week ends !
yeah
can go find ah gong ~
i miss my ah gong .

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oh wat a good day today .
had a small little bonding session wit jasmine lee and laura koh .
today didnt sleep at BFD lesson , nor did i pay attention .
i was drawing .
ah haha .
grace will be meeting laura for ideas on her art work on thursday .
BUT I'M WORKING !!
wat the hell , i actually forgotten tat i've work ~
Zzz . hate tis mindset .

but everything's settled through a phone call jus now .
ok . wat did i do jus now ?
met ZJ , BS and Yu Qiang at Bengawan solo to tok to mdn regarding their schedule .
and me , on my shirt .
haha .
annice so funny .
although she is firece , but i like working with her .
in a short conversation jus now ,
i realised tat its important to tell others ur feelings truthfully when they ask u .
u may get a scolding ,
but u would smile .
i did ~
and i'm happy .
thank u all .
auntie lee , daphne , annice , sindy mdm , dennis , bryan , susan and jenny .
really thanks .
the scoldings are to allow me to noe more ,
i don blame u all .
=)

cute zai ,
thank u for telling me the truth that u are already attached .
i admit tat i do feel heartbroken .
but its alright now .
cos at least u didnt hesitate to give me ur contact when jasmine asked for it .
my feelings for u could be a crush ,
or maybe L-O-V-E ,
but i feel satisfied already .
cos now u are already
MY FRIEND .

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i'm back again ~

i don think my friends will find my blog cos i changed the URL .

haha .

anyway , i'm gay recently .

i mean , feeling gay .

cos i got a new friend !

haha .

although jus got to noe him .

but its a great start !

i hope it doesnt end too soon ~

will miss u , my friend !

working later .. Grr !!

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congrates koong !! u have got his phone number .. lols .

anyway , he's attached .

haha . nvm its ok .

nice to be ur friend too .

i took the wrong bus back home again .

arh .

friday i got his number .

than ate lunch with jasmine lee and laura koh .

took 963 but alighted 3 stops later cos meeting xuan .

but i board the wrong bus when he called me .

Zz .

he waited for me .

haha .

watch "meet dave"

nice and funny show .

laugh my heads off .

haha

although tat day was quite sad .

but i managed to finish tat day wit a smile !

hee .

happy birthday ping .

thanks grace and senior and qui ping ~

love u all lots .

ping send me home wit his bicycle .

scare lo .. he cycle so fast across the road ..

i told him ..

eh i jus got to noe a new friend and u wan me to die so fast ?!

wat the hell .

haha .

shall end here .

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ever since the incident yesterday,

pls don ask me wat happen .

i went to sch without much hope .

i wasnt hoping to see u .

but still , i hope to see u .

contradict was the word to describe .

morning saw chang an and his class .

but didnt managed to see him .
maybe becos i don wan to see ?

or , he wasnt there .

anyway , jasmine and laura was feeling contradict the whole day too .

i wasnt in much laughs , and slept in classes today .

was thinking ,

if he really meant to pang seh us yesterday ?

or , he really forget to come back ?

but i don think he is the kind of ppl who will bastard ppl .

maybe he DID come back ?

jus tat we went off for lesson .

the whole day i'm thinking about tis .

and i decided to tell jasmine wats on my mind .

"eh u oso thinking about tis ar ?!"

tats jasmine and laura's reply .

well , if he really meant to forget about coming back .

than let it be .

i wont force u to be my friend ,

i will jus let nature takes it course .

jasmine and laura and i agreed tat if we see him in sch ,

we will sure be very PAI SEH .

i agree with tis ,

which couple and friends doesnt starts from a stranger ?

anyway , i'm really sad yesterday .

already damn sad liao ,

still ,

I TOOK THE WRONG BUS BACK HOME .

i don mind telling u all tat i took the wrong bus back home .

cos at least it could make u smile .

scold me silly or stupid or wateva it may be ..
but i really saw 963 COMING .

BUT Y DID I BOARD 106 INSTEAD ?!

it has the same route from my sch ,

but it turned into bukit batok interchange .

i was blur .. than i alight the bus cos everyone alighted .

arhmm .. i THAN REALISED I BOARD THE WRONG BUS .

i really wan to break into tears tat very moment .

cos i felt lost .

i kept on walking ,

msging ppl cos i wan to tok to them ,

but NONE of u replied me .

no one accompany me go eat .

wai was in sch .

anyway , i don blame u all .

at least u all replied me in the nite .

but i wasnt tat free to tok cos my father was there .

maybe should start targetting new guys from now on .

haha .

exams are coming .

jus for the 2 paper ,

and i'm off for holidays .

which means i cant see him !!

Zzz ~

com's getting lagger each day .

anyway , ah koong will be offically 18 in 1 months time .

all she hopes for , is a memorable 18th birthday .

=)

take care everyone .

tomolo will be another new day for me .

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actually wan to go kbox session wit min and wai de . but min has got something on , so the session was cancelled . grace came over to do something at my house . and told me tat she wanted to go orchard . without thinking , i asked her , "can i go ?!"

Zzz , haha . in the end we went out together along with BK , ZP , ZJ , WAI and SENIOR and HER BROTHER .

watched the JOURNEY TO THE CENTRE OF THE EARTH (digital) at cineleisure . the show was ok , but it wasnt the 3D tat u think . than went to taka , far east . cabbed home .

grr , while walking to far east , we saw a guy , quite handsome , holding on to a board which says "FREE HUG" . funny things happened . haha .

i shall love myself more each day .

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boring day today , didnt see my motivation . and something makes me sad . Zzz . i'm not sure . i'm lost the whole day . i couldnt find any emotions except for moodless .
oh well , it started yesterday .

i'm actually taking charge of the teacher's day talent quest booth outside co-op shop . but i wanted to go to the announment part , whr going to class and tell them about the talent quest thingy .

ohh well , first thing comes to my mind ~
I WAN TO GO CUTE ZAI'S CLASS !!

haha , indeed .. tat came true ..

THE FIRST CLASS WE WENT INTO WAS HIS CLASS !!
class FA . =)
jasmine made the annoucement and i scanning the class for cute zai .
ahahha !!~ tats him !! and his gang !! sitting behind the classroom !! woot !!
i peeped at the white board to see if there is someone named jeremy inside . oh hho ho ~~ INDEED THERE IS !!

playing basketball .. on when ? i wan to see haha .. annoucement made , and off we go .

the moment we step out of the class , i jump and shouted !! i'm crazy i noe .
anyway , i'm not a stalker .
=(

and so , jasmine and laura felt happy for me . cos i'm finally smiling . haha .

we went to other class too .. some really makes me pissed off .
and tat fucker .. SHAM .. from FSS .. better shut the fuck up . so wat u were from express ?! and so wat u got into ITE earlier than me ? jus another fucker rite ?

and we noticed tat we didnt give out the poem . and i suggested going back to his class again .

jasmine and laura couldnt stand me .. and so .. we walked back .

my eye sight very good sia .. from the end of the corridoor i can see him !! haha .. jasmine and laura cannot confirm its him .. and i keep saying its his gang and him .. Zzz ..

ok .. than we noticed tat they are talking to their teacher . haha .. we run to their tecaher . lol .
and passed the thing to their teacher . lols .
so pai seh sia .. walk pass him ..

=) in the end i saw him at the canteen again . omg . he went out of sch wit a girl . i went totally moodless .

sorry everyone .. recently my post is all about him . lols .

today went to orchard wit wai , grace and senior . halfway through , i realised tat we are meeting our GB senior .. jonna .. woot ~ long time no see her lioa . another senior tat i like other than senior . haha .

chatted and walked and chatted and eat ..

anyway , today something touches me . both my darlings never fail to make me laugh . i'm moodless for the whole day .. even jasmine and laura oso say i'm moodless .
oh well , thank u my dears .

something makes me very angry .. u noe the machine u put $1 inside than turn the thing got something come out ? yea . i went to do tat .. and wat the FUCK ?! the ball DIDNT come out !! i was laughing at myself .. cos i suddenly remembered how the actor they all kicked the machine and the ball came out .. and so , i turn my back to face the machine .. and used a back kick .. tat thing still nv come out .. i at there kao beh kao bu lo .. my $1 !! wtf ?! i wan tat ball .. Zzz .. and grace , wai , 2 seniors they all keep on laughing at me . Zzz .. i continued to kick and punch .. finally , the thing came out . Zzz .. and so .. i try my luck to get the "success" keychain AGAIN .

ah haha .. no matter how i kick or punch after inserting tat $1 coin and turn the thing .. IT STILL WONT COME OUT . i'm like a lost child .. stubborn child .. insisting tat i wan to turn tat "success" out .. i keep on kicking and punching .. Zzz . crazy hor .. lols .

i miss u all la ~~
my dearest BOW ~
i miss him/her .
i wan a big hug from u all .
CAN I ?

tats something only LOVE can do .
koong with misses and kisses

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yo yo everyone ~ hee hee ..

ah mei !! he is the one ~~

=)

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A starting of a month !! haha .
indeed , something happy happened to me today tat makes my day !!
i'm full of smiles today ~
and my friends were more crazy than me ~
CUTE ZAI !!
i make a decision to walk into sch alone .. hoping tat i would see him sitting at his usual place .
ah haha .. he was not there .
oh dear .. my class oso ..
so i sitted at wendy and jessie's table .
and , when i turned around while looking at the newspaper ~
my motivation jus walked into sch !!
OMG ~
and amirah too ... so i managed to ask amirah to walk me to the stall to buy breakfast .. and amirah said " ok la .. i help u take his pic "
omg ~
tis wasnt at all crazy ..
managed to took his back view ..
and i couldnt not stand it !!
i was so happy and excited over him .. which makes me wan to sit inside the canteen till he starts his class ..
hahaa .. wanting to take pic at the same time while sitting down eating my bao and drinking my teh o..
Grr , pek cek !! i called jasmine ...
"jasmine !! whr u now ?"
jas-"outside sch lo .. y ? teacher come lioa ar ? jus tell her i walking in la .. "
" no la !! i need ur help ~~ CUTE ZAI sitting there !! "
jas-" IZZIT ?! not my problem .. lalalal "
"eh .. si beh guai lan hor u ! come canteen now .. help me take his pic ..."
jas-"i now behind u .. "

haha !! indeed she was standing behind me ~ and so .. she asked for my water bottle ..
she went to refill water using my bottle and at the same time , she took laura's hp to take the pic ..
and i went wit her ..
jas-" cant see leis .. tat fucking guy infront of him blocking .."
"nvm"
and so .. i went to chat wit my friends ..
i turned back and saw jasmine sitting infront of him faking to be playing laura's hp ..
WOOT !!
she managed to take his pic !!
wah ~~ he looked so cool !!
i like him more each day ..
haha .

becos of tis .. i'm smiling all day long ..
than i went to OFA lesson ..
woot ~

i was so scare of my PPT presentation .. and so , me and laura went to the toilet .
we want to go level 1 de toilet de ..
but inside got uncle washing ..
so i went up to 2nd floor ..
and ta da !! its him again ~~ cute zai !
lols . i walked to the toilet damn fast ~~ and shout in the toilet ...
haha ~
but when i came out .. his already on the other side cos they are praticsing carrying big trays on one hand .
hee ~ happy la ~ jia you cute zai ~
must really thank the cleaner uncle . haha .
i saw him looking at me .. so happy .
after tat went back to computer lab .. teacher say no time for my presentation .. so postpone to next week .
happy la ~
BFD lesson ..
i went slacking around the sch .
I SAW HIM AGAIN ~~
jasmine say wan go toilet ..
infront him was the toilet ..
and so i sit at the table beside him ..
and 2 of his friends keep looking at me and laura ... omg ~
scare scare ...
than jasmine took his back view ..
omg ~~
than went up to BFD lesson ..
haha ..
told wai about it first before i tell grace ~
they were happy for me ~
haha ..
=)

went to the futsal at jurong west .. my classmates have done a great job .. even though they lose .. but the opposites were so rough !! they push ppl de lo ~ kns .
went home with karunisa ..
met wai , ping , bk and zj . ate yoshinoya .. and let them see cute zai ..
haha ~
I LOVE HO YIN WAI ~