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ever since the incident yesterday,

pls don ask me wat happen .

i went to sch without much hope .

i wasnt hoping to see u .

but still , i hope to see u .

contradict was the word to describe .

morning saw chang an and his class .

but didnt managed to see him .
maybe becos i don wan to see ?

or , he wasnt there .

anyway , jasmine and laura was feeling contradict the whole day too .

i wasnt in much laughs , and slept in classes today .

was thinking ,

if he really meant to pang seh us yesterday ?

or , he really forget to come back ?

but i don think he is the kind of ppl who will bastard ppl .

maybe he DID come back ?

jus tat we went off for lesson .

the whole day i'm thinking about tis .

and i decided to tell jasmine wats on my mind .

"eh u oso thinking about tis ar ?!"

tats jasmine and laura's reply .

well , if he really meant to forget about coming back .

than let it be .

i wont force u to be my friend ,

i will jus let nature takes it course .

jasmine and laura and i agreed tat if we see him in sch ,

we will sure be very PAI SEH .

i agree with tis ,

which couple and friends doesnt starts from a stranger ?

anyway , i'm really sad yesterday .

already damn sad liao ,

still ,

I TOOK THE WRONG BUS BACK HOME .

i don mind telling u all tat i took the wrong bus back home .

cos at least it could make u smile .

scold me silly or stupid or wateva it may be ..
but i really saw 963 COMING .

BUT Y DID I BOARD 106 INSTEAD ?!

it has the same route from my sch ,

but it turned into bukit batok interchange .

i was blur .. than i alight the bus cos everyone alighted .

arhmm .. i THAN REALISED I BOARD THE WRONG BUS .

i really wan to break into tears tat very moment .

cos i felt lost .

i kept on walking ,

msging ppl cos i wan to tok to them ,

but NONE of u replied me .

no one accompany me go eat .

wai was in sch .

anyway , i don blame u all .

at least u all replied me in the nite .

but i wasnt tat free to tok cos my father was there .

maybe should start targetting new guys from now on .

haha .

exams are coming .

jus for the 2 paper ,

and i'm off for holidays .

which means i cant see him !!

Zzz ~

com's getting lagger each day .

anyway , ah koong will be offically 18 in 1 months time .

all she hopes for , is a memorable 18th birthday .

=)

take care everyone .

tomolo will be another new day for me .