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im sorry ! long time didnt touch my blog le .
orh well , tis week was the first week of sch .
and yea , tis feeling sucks .
it feels so refreshed to be back in sch .
but but , im tied down by projects ,
got a shock from my teachers ,
and once i hear PROJECT , i'll faint .
oh well , saw my cute zai too .
wasn't carrying so much hope on seeing him ,
cos he's in the jan intake .
so i predicted that the holidays would end a week later .
my prediction was wrong !
he was sitting inside the canteen wit chang an they all !!
guess wat ,
speaking of him ,
i would always see him when he is damn far away from me .
he would always catches my eye .
@.@
and ah J would always say ,
"u onli have cute zai in ur eyes la"
last time she used to say ,
"kao ! ur eyes so sharp arh ?! so far oso can see ! "
zzz ..

today and ytd was ..
i don have any words to describe it .
oh my ,
i wanted to smile at him when i see him .
but he turned his face away .
today ,
outside co-op shop ,
i saw him and wanted to smile at him but tis crazy girl bang into me .
wat the hell .
so i stared at her instead .
2nd time was when i finished sch .
woot ~
wanted to smile at him too .
but my smile couldnt come out !!
so pai seh .
lols ~

haha ..
alright enough of cute zai .
im starting to be crazy again .
today i broke into tears arh !!
stupid jian yue ~
there is no PEACE when he is around !!
zZz ..
but i laugh in the end .
haha .
ah J brought a winnie the pooh notebook for me .
and inside there was tis sentence ,
" can a frog save the world ?"
i asked morgan and irfaan .
haha .
they say ..
"how can a frog save the world?"
i replied saying ,
"can !! the collect rubbish for us !! "
morgan and irfaan
" no la , they suck lizards and mosqitoes ! "
me
"eh , didnt u see those collect rubbish trucks got a frog there ?"
morgan and irfaan laughed their heads off .. haha ..
tat was lame . lols !

anyway , i need hugs !!
can someone hug me real hard ?!
i'm starting to miss BOW again .
hais ,
everyone's getting the same phone tat i wan ..
i need a new target now !!

ms chan says cute zai is really cute .
LOL !
i almost faint .

sometimes , hugging a soft toy is better than hugging someone who is not always there for u .