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im still trying to walk out of the box that hurt me yesterday .

how i wish i could see the 8 of u now .

and tell u how that "friend" treated us .

i tried to stand in her shoe and speak up for her .

but it all turns out to be useless .

perhaps she is jus onli a potion that makes me stronger ,

and should i thank her for it ?

the onli thing that i noe ,

is that ,

i've put too much feelings into this friendship .

and it all went down the drain .

which makes it unforgettable .

ask me tis ,

"y did u put so much care , concern and love in the first place ?"

i would have answered ,

"because she WAS my friend ."

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my blog is rotting !! 

shotty i really need a change of blogskin .

i hate tis blog skin now .

but need to wait till i have time ar ..

i missing the days .. 

the 8 of us altogether ..

so happily ..

the bonds we had , the love we shared . 

orh ..

oh well , gonna delete tis blog anyway ..

my dear ..

don feel sad anymore ..

we feel sad too ..

tis is our life ..

and so its urs ..

cherish it ..

we still can contact ma ..

rite ?

love u always ..

wai wai .. 

basic theory coming !! 

opps ~