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dearest BOW ,

somehow i thank heaven for not giving u 7 people to me related by blood .

because if we all were to related to each other by blood ,

we wont be so close rite now ,

am i rite ?

somehow i hate heaven for not relating u 7 to me by blood ,

cos blood is thicker than water .

in anyway ,

i must thank heaven ,

for making u 7 my best buddies ,

my best sister and brother ,

whom always make me up when im down ,

wake me up when i sleep ,

push me down when im high ,

knock me awake when my sense is lost .

i wanted to thank the 7 of u face to face ,

but i don dare to do it .

i don wan to take the 7 of u for granted ,

cos i got u all by my heart .

ytd was ZJ's b-day ,

but BS and QP was sick ,

Grace was overseas .

i couldnt contact Grace .

i felt that moment was terribly IMPERFECT .

i started to blame myself ,

becos im a poor organizer ?

i started to imagine wat if everyone was here ?

hais , nvm .

after a few years , would everything be the same ?

ping and i was thinking about wat would happen to us when we were 25 .

i started to worry .

would we be far apart ?

or still as crazy as we were like now ?

question marks filled up my mind .

and i blame tat mocha for making me awake .

i cant lose any one of u .

really .

apart from family ,

the 7 are the closest to me .

not especially who or who and who and who .

but the WHOLE SEVEN OF U .

yes ,

THE WHOLE GROUP OF U .

thank u guys .

ILOVEYOU .