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happy birthday papa .
i may not be a good daughter in ur eyes .
today's ur b-day and yet i ..
u let me see how ur workplace celebrate ur bday with u .
they specially made a video for u and upload in FB .
and wat did i do ?
jus a happy birthday papa to u personally .
im sorry .
but i jus couldnt bring myself to do that .
im sorry papa .













im going for poly .
and i don noe what course to choose .
still considering .
i wan to find a course that really can keeps me going ...




grace ,
i noe that u are still sad about that thing .
u didnt mention it and i knew .
i knew u are feeling heartache too .
alone in overseas is not a good thing afterall .
im sorry for the hurt i caused .
anyway , no amount of sorry could make up the hurt .
we always speak louder than words .
ya , i know .
but ..






anyway , i jus hope nothing happens to u overseas .
im glad that u gave me a call that nite .
im really happy .
although u sound low ..
but at least u called .
im really happy already .


attachement finishing soon .
which means my weekends gonna be back at work again .
but im sure this is something i can choose .


this year .
i jus hope everyone around me is happy and fine .
and my family to get back once more .
i don wan this complicated feeling .
my heart is made of blood and flesh ,
and i have feelings too .

LOVE FAMILY AND BOW