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wah today really no peace while working .
from 5.30pm , customers coming in like no ppl business .
LOLS .
good eh , my teh wait for me from 5.30 till 10.30 .
cold lioa . LOLS !

anyway , im starting to miss sch .
haha .
but i perfer working .
LOLS !

ok la . nothing to update le .
take care all ! bye ~

280908

happy birthday to dong yuan .

i hate those china ppl !
don think u china u very big !
we are all from china too .
u wan to show off that u have the money to throw here ,
throw la .
didnt ur parents teach u to be humble and respect ppl if u wan ppl to respect u .

***** to them !

250908

i spent 52 mins in 250908 ,
yesterday im working wit "angel" . and yap , yesterday he's in a good mood . and haha , happy working with him . he made me laugh , and i made him laugh like crazy . LOLS . i asked him how to noe which harum manis came in the morning and which harum manis came in the afternoon . he didnt noe how to answer and haha , i said this , "morning harum manis the top banana will turn black , and so , u have to send it back to the factory ." and he was laughing like hell . haha , gonna share tis story with jenny tomolo . and auntie lee too !! other than the harum manis story , i still have the food story , but it isnt tat funny as the harum manis one .

and yes , today i made my father angry with me . after separating ways with daphne and "angel" , i called back home to ask if there's food at home . u noe , i poured my food into my stomach today and i got hungry 2 hours later . digestive system working damn well today !! kudos ! LOLS . and yeah , there's NO food at home !! wat the , cos i tot my father will be cooking some rice or wateva .
hearing tat there's no food at home i kinda happy . cos i no need to wash the bowls and get nag by father .
and so , called ping out . he wanted food too . and we met at 888 . called grace too .
ate porridge and chat .. than walked home wit grace .
father called to ask me wat time i going home . and i initially said tat i'll be home rite now . but after chatting with the both of them on somethings , i called my father back and told him i will be home late . I LIED TO HIM .
i always feel bad lying to my parents . i dont want to . but if i don lie to them , i will be crying in the end . i wonder since when i noe how to lie to my parents . i lie to them that im with my teacher but instead im wit my friends . i lie to them tat i did attend sch but im actually doing my staffs outside . once , i told them tat i wan to go out wit my friends , i admit to them that i will be home super late as i want to chat wit them . they don allow me to go , and i end up crying in the room the whole nite . before grad nite , i've already decided to tell them to let me go and they agreed . but y do they have to debar me from going when i talk to them regarding the money tat i have to spent on my grad nite ?
frankly speaking i hate going to grad nite tat nite . i really don feel like going . its jus because i gave my promise to my girls and my girls did a planning of tat nite which i really wanted to spent the nite with them going crazy around orchard . i kept on thinking how wonderful was it and how fun its gonna be . its our last year and i wan it to be perfect .
and yea , i try asking my father for money to spent on my grad nite dress and shoes and of course i have to pay for the grad nite event . he didnt give me . im already very pissed off and i started to hate my parents . i couldnt believe tat he couldnt fork out the money for me . hey ! im ur child ! u are the one who create me ! i wont be here if not for u !
and yea , i got to ask my uncle for the $50 which make me feel bad . i tell u , $50 maybe small to u , but to me , its like $5000 ..
and , father has been saying all these harsh words towards me . before going to work yesterday i hold back my tears . it was a very terrible feeling . but i couldnt hold back anymore , i sit at the staircase to cry . i wish someone was beside me rite now . but who will come ? my uncle always say tat i will cheer him up with my crazy mind when im with him . but who will cheer me up ? i always say tat bow will always be there for me , but i really don wan them to see me crying . i must be strong . i must be brave . i wan everyone to see the strong and happy side of me .
But i had enough . i wanted to confront my father . y didnt he jus sign the papers and get out of my life ?! jus give us maintance money monthly will do . and u have peace and we too . than , i wont be begging u to let me go for the pri 6 overseas trip , sec 2 adventure camp , staying out late at nite , and beg u for money . i don wan to give u an attitude . i hate u but i love u at the same time . i don wan to be sandwiched between love and hate . i feel that my father is selfish . and i dont wan to be like him .
im proud to have a chef as my father . but the way he display his adult attitude to me as a father really hates it . hais , sometimes , i pity my father too .
he wants to communicate wit us , but always at the wrong timing . he met with something in his work , who can he confine in ? my mum ? me ? my 2 bro ?! NO ! nobody will tok to him !! i used to cry in the nite cos i feel bad . is it wrong to treat him like tat ?
what should i do ? can someone tell me ?

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240908

happy belated birthday to ho yin wai !!

my lao bai bai ~~

today im working with my "angel" .
zZz , not the real "angel" . arhs , forget it .
can someone pls tag on my blog ?!
spam it or wateva ~!!
I NEED ENTERTAINMENT ~!!
LOLS .



anyway , i had a good good good birthday celebrations on the 19-9-09
its a miracle that falls on BOW again .
i want it back pls .
i cherish tat time .
haha .
i thank god for giving me tat time .
i love BOW .
they are always there for me .

i feeling moodless recently .
andand .
they cheered me up cos i invited them for supper .
haha .
with them around , laughter will always sounds !!
=)

haha ~ kiss the BARBIE !

160908

happy belated birthday to myself .

i don feel anything now .

i don feel anything on the 13th too .

i don noe why and i don understand why .

thanks redha for being the first to msg me .

thanks wai for being the second to msg me .

I LOVE YOU .

thanks ping for calling my HP late in nite and sing birthday song give me .

IM TOUCHED !

(ps: very awful .. but its the thought that matters)
thanks grace for calling me and wish me .

I LOVE YOU TOO .

hee hee , although there is one person which oso matters most to me didnt wish me before 12.00mn on the 13th , but he did wish me in a wishy washy manner .

hee .

overall , i love my gang .

dearest BOW .

we have waved so much things together in these 3 and maybe 4 years .

we have done things that in other people's eyes , we are so childish .

I LOVE THE CHILDISH U .

i want the happily 4 princes and princesses to be happy .

i cherish the times we are together .

im touched by what u've said and what u have done for me and for the rest .

i like the guai lan u ,

and i love the talkative u .

29/4/08

the day whr miracles happen to us .

a day whr the 8 of us really gotten ourselves together .

even though something happen but it really didnt spoilt the mood of ours .

26/7/08

main purpose of this outing was to celebrate qui ping's and zhao jie's birthday .

but qui ping's sick .

nvm , we have u in our heart .

we enjoyed ourselves at the east coast park .

we went cycling .
a little accident happen which made me REMEMBER always .

we bang the lamp post .

andand , im the cyclist . =)

dear BOW ,

i wan to say ,

I

YOU ,

AND I CHERISH U .

I WONT WANT TO LOSE U COS U WONT BE BACK ONCE I LOST IT .

u gave me laughter and happiness .

u gave me words and memories .

those things u gave me are priceless .

nothing can describe the feeling that i have for u .

BOW will always be there for me .

ah ha , this post may seem lame to some ppl ,

butbut , its dedicated to my BOW .

the U inside represents U ALL .

same as grace msn nick .

alright ,

take care all .

daemian when u coming back from ur taiwan training ?!

120908

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DAEMIAN !!

take care of urself in the taiwan training ..
will boom u wit sms when u come back !
lols !

today , my last day of 17 years old ..
i've breathe the air for 17 years .
and these 17 years ,
i wan to tell ppl ,
PLS DON POLLUTE THE AIR !!
ive got asthma , ppl got asthma .
pls spare a tot for others !!

im not feeling excited or wat leis ..
don noe y .
cos no friends gonna celebrate wit me ?
but my family is there !!
they gonna celebrate it for me .
i love my ah gong !
=)

alright , ytd i told my mdm about taking off ..
she's like kinda pissed off lioa .
firstly ,
she said tat she would let me off for a few days after mid atumn ,
which is tis coming sunday .
and yea . i asked for off on the 17th 18th 19th .
she say ,
y these 3 days leis ?
and , i don wish to tell her the correct answer as she is selfish .
i have my friends .
and , i couldnt be staying at the stall everyday to help out rite ?
i need some fresh air too .
so i told her i went camping in sch .

and i declare holidays to her .
lols
wrong decision tat ive made .
but nvm
i'll ask for off !
i don care .
although i scare she angry .
haha .
the mooncake promoter thing already make me very angry liao .
so pls..
i jus wanna quiet down .

100908

today is the 10th le ,

i've given up on going to the ATM to check whether i got my pay or not .

fuck .

i tried calling my stall a few times .

CAN U ALL PLS PICK UP THE PHONE ?!

its driving me crazy .

tomolo i working at 5.00pm .

wah ~

DECLARE HOLIDAY !!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

i'm loving it .

i look forward to the 17th and 19th !!

my date wit JKLP and BOW .

when is my dating wit my girls ?

i'm sorry girls !

cos i really have to wait after 14th .

i try take one weekend off ok ?!

or , i work morning till 2 in the afternoon ..

than i go meet u all .

best is i can take off larh !!

pls pls ..

=)

i LOVE u all ok ?!

my BOW , Tangle , JKLP , and my GIRls !!

we shall get a name for our group too !!

with lots of misses !

AND TO HO YIN WAI !!

CAN U PLS DON SKIP UR LUNCH ?!
ONE DAY OSO CANNOT !~!

080908

ah FREAK !

i heaven got my pay !

wats happening man ~

FUCK FUCK .

i hate it larh !

everytime like tat one leis . CB .

y u have to spoilt my mood in tis kind of manner !

i hate u !

i HATE u !!

sorry for my ranting .

today is BFD exam .

i 'MUGGED' for 2 hours yesterday nite .

after work ,

and after watching yang jia jiang .

which means i only sleep at 2am .

ah ahaha ,

too tired and thus i end up in my bed snoring .

woke up at 6.15am .

and actually meeting laura at 7am at cck ,

she missed my train .

and so , i waited for her at clementi platform from 7.25 to 7.45am !

supposed to meet jasmine at 7.30 in sch for breakfast ,

and thanks to laura ,

i cant have my breakfast in peace due to much waiting .

i hate Ms *** .

she is a teacher tat i hate most .

u don like my class u can jus say ,

there is no need to use tactics to deal with my class ,

and ME .

isnt my hand long enough for u to see ?

isnt my eye contact enough to get u check my paper ?

ignoring me is giving me attitude .

I DESPISE U .

had KFC for breakfast cum lunch ,

reach home at 1pm .

sleep till 6pm to watch stairway to heaven !

i love tat show !

and than ,

mum BOUGHT me to KFC for dinner ,

AGAIN !

i didnt eat .

i kapok some nia .

LOLS !

i really hate u for spoiling my life in tis way by making me disappointed .

Grr , put it in a simple way ,

I HAD HIGH EXPECTATIONS FOR MY LIFE .

050908

happy belated birthday to tng zi ping !

18 liao ! so wat ?! LOL

was in my dreams dreaming ..

till my phone shouted at me ~

and i shouted , "WAT THE FUCK ! Cb , i wan to sleep la ... HALO ?!"

and it was ZJ's voice .

asking for jenny's number ..

and i realised he was talking to customer at the same time ..

and left me on the line .

zZz ..

till a while later , jenny started talking to him ..

and , i jus keep on halo-ing ..

andand , my brother heard wat i shouted .

i came out of my room with a messy hair ..

and he laughed at me .

oh gosh ,

i have sore throat again !

andand , i wan my sleep badly .

my eyes are closing automatically .

today no sch ,

actually wan to revise de .

but my cousin is here .

and she is noisy .

andand , no ppl wants to take care of her .

yesterday ms chan asked who wanted to go for industrial attachment at NTUC contact centre .

one day $25 .

who wan to go ?

although its worth it at the end of the day cos u got ur IA points ,

but $25.00 leis .

and than , i already having my work schedule up .

zZz .

sometimes i really find my cousin irritating .

y did my mum bring her back ?!

spoilt my day lo .

i'm begining to love my hair now .

its getting longer .

i wan a new hairstyle .

but i don wan to cut my hair .

any ideas anyone ?

020908

koong has no mood to go to school .

cos koong IS IN HOLIDAY MOOD !!

keep on thinking of going to kbox blah blah blah .

this month she is gonna spent alot !

andand , its koong's birthday month ~

LAME HOR !!

y am i typing my own name ?

ah mei rocks koong's life ~

tomolotomolo ! 3 sept .

tng zi ping's birthday

and

koong's access CA .

koong is not gonna flunk it .

if not she will be sorry !

jus went to shimin's blog ~

koong de ah mei !

ah mei , whenwhen are we dating ?!

andand , i love u ! =)

koong love everyone !

anyway , celebrated ping's birthday in advance on 1 sept 2008 at nite .

before tat , we went to pay respect to our CO instructor ,

chen jin wen lao shi .

than meet wai at bishan ,

head to orchard ,

back to cwp .

at 369 .

saw grace wit a big plastic bag .

we all tot it WAS A CAKE .

which had A BIG cover box .

and it came out to be a cookie cake ,

which is jus the size of an A4 book .

the cookie cake was nice ..!

but too sweet .. from amos famous .

grace brought it . haha .

koong wonder wat will her cake be ?

no cream cake pls .

thankyou thankyou .

yesterday was super funny at cwp .

we had our dinner at ajisen .

andand , after finishing our food ,

boonkit make a joke out of the cake .

hee hee !! damn funny .

koong laughed till stomach pain ..

the beach .. lols !

thursday and friday no sch !

OFA module is over !! yeah !

koong is now left wit BFD and AFD .

hope tat she can pass .

haha , today saw smile zai in sch .

and , koong and friends laughed out loud upon seeing him .

cos , his face is always full of smiles !

koong must smile too !

koong is now looking forward to her birthday ,

she don wan anything ..

jus a day to go out with friends .

and ENJOY !!

koong looking forward to 19 sept 2008 !!